Young & Trying to Figure this Out

I fell in love with my husband within a week and knew that i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him at that moment.. What I didn't realize was he was already in a relationship, with the military. I've always been a strong person, able to stay by myself for long periods of time & always find things to do.. He is only in the field and i am feeling a void, like he is supposed to be with me and the house making all his annoying voices... Him being away makes me realize how much I truly need him here.. If I am feeling this way when he is only gone for 3 day, how am I supposed to feel for the upcoming deployment? I don't know how that is going to go, I just know that I am not going to be like all the other unfaithful spouses.. I am in love with a soldier, there is nothing I wouldn't do for him.
For that, my husband just pulled up :) <3 time to go wrap my arms around that man in uniform !